Sunday, December 31, 2006

OH YEAH!@!!!!! I passed my basic skills and handling thjingy

omg it was like

I started off really bad and was ultra worried I wasn't going to pass the test...

but man opmg it's amazing how much better you get in 2hrs.

I had to figure out like the whole clutch stuff like the bite point and stuff lol woo for manual

so much fun

bikes are heavier than you think

i am so excited

oh yeah

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The beach is a place that's always fascinated me. The gentle caress of the waves against the sand...I mean, I can't swim or anything but it's just such a nice place. At night, when lights reflect off the lapping waves, it really is a sight of such pristine beauty.

Friday, December 29, 2006

lol we now have like the bones of a Toxic cover

test tomorrow. i am excited.

i realllly hope i pass
Hunua Falls. Maraetai. Yay!

Great day

Thursday, December 28, 2006

Hurray for friends.


[ I m a g e r i e .] says:

ok i'm assuming we're taking my car?
§- ð_ð -§ د-ּ rayscott.blogspot.com ʾاָاד³ - Rayho - Ξ - as I would, but not as I can - soulmates never die - says:
yup
[ I m a g e r i e .] says:
(wen did we decide this)
§- ð_ð -§ د-ּ rayscott.blogspot.com ʾاָاד³ - Rayho - Ξ - as I would, but not as I can - soulmates never die - says:
now



[[c=4]-=Blak=-[/c]] » blakomen.blogspot.com -:- www.ffof.tk says:
why are we going there again
neoslimd g - friedorange.blogspot.com says:
maraetai
neoslimd g - friedorange.blogspot.com says:
to get away from technology
neoslimd g - friedorange.blogspot.com says:
and like
[[c=4]-=Blak=-[/c]] » blakomen.blogspot.com -:- www.ffof.tk says:
but
[[c=4]-=Blak=-[/c]] » blakomen.blogspot.com -:- www.ffof.tk says:
aren't we getting there in a car
neoslimd g - friedorange.blogspot.com says:
yeah
[[c=4]-=Blak=-[/c]] » blakomen.blogspot.com -:- www.ffof.tk says:
lol
[[c=4]-=Blak=-[/c]] » blakomen.blogspot.com -:- www.ffof.tk says:
so like we won't get very far then

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

At this very moment, my iPod Shuffle is hurtling its way through the atmosphere on International Express shipping.

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

HAPPY FEET.

mygosh lol

its awesome

so happy

good music

soundtrack

must

obtain

ok

"Don't ask me to change. Because I can't." - Mumble
The Love Post

What is love?

Is it:
  • a feeling?
  • having a heart?
  • an electrical impulse inside your head?
  • making lunches for your children for 17 years?
  • your child deciding to make you lunch after you made them lunch for 17 years?
  • a man sacrificing his own life to save us all?
  • something you say?
  • something you do?
  • showing someone you care?
  • impossible?
  • taking your own time to do something for someone other than yourself?
  • being able to appreciate another's company?
  • a look in your eyes?
  • cooking dinner for your siblings without being asked to, and without complaining?
  • donating to a charity?
  • your favourite food?
  • golden silence and a warm smile?
  • driving two hours only to make a mistake and ruin it all?
  • giving presents?
  • winning the lottery?
  • winning the life lottery?
  • being able to trust in someone else unconditionally?
  • the freedom of expression, of thoughts and ideas?
  • looking incredibly beautiful?
  • what they show you on TV and magazines?
  • the perfect kiss?
  • being there when you're needed the most?
  • talking and letting others know how you feel?
  • Turkish Delights?
  • working broadband?
  • something like friendship, only not?
  • working together with others to achieve an ideal or a goal?
  • an online game - the paradox of social interaction, six people at their gaming machines?
  • attachment to a project?
  • a place to return home to?
  • the embrace that makes you melt and forget where you are?
  • changing someone's desktop to coerce a smile?
  • getting angry at a child because they didn't listen to you?
  • worrying that they almost hurt themselves when that balancing beam toppled?
  • doing your absolute best for someone?
  • doing your absolute best for someone other than yourself?
  • indescribable?
  • Aladdin and Jasmine?
  • something money can buy?
  • the kinship between human beings and their animal companions?
  • sex and intimate bodily contact?
  • being together for 50 years?
  • knowing someone else so well, you finish their sentences before they do?
  • the creation and exploration of music?
  • words, lyrics, poetry?
  • what wars are really fought over?
  • the emotion that will save us all?
  • the emotion that will lead to our final hour?
  • something a cruel man invented as a joke to puzzle millions?
  • a connection so embarrassing you cannot tell your children?
  • organized religion and its many tendrils?
  • sunrise?
  • sunset?
  • a long walk on the beach?
  • a long walk on the beach with someone else?
  • romantic or platonic?
  • everything that moves the world?
  • those little birds in the cartoons that hover around the female characters?
  • eye contact that doesn't feel weird?
  • waking up hours before you have to just for someone else?
  • being indoctrinated by the media to say and do creepy things before the time?
  • roses?
  • the connection between family members?
  • letting something you treasure deeply go, for the sake of someone else?
  • holding hands, and not just to cross the road?

I'm losing sleep over this. It has come to my attention that I don't know what love is. I'm not gonna rest until I find out.

Monday, December 25, 2006

William did a stellar job with Christmas Dinner.

entree

smoked chicken and mesclun salad with crispy noodles
honey and avocado baguette slices

mains

kumara and garlic mash
roast ham and gravy with roast vegetables
pan-grilled salmon with broccoli, carrot and avocado in pesto

dessert

christmas fruit tarts with cream
cheeseboard (camembert, edam, brandy and tropical fruit) with crackers


The new cutlery they bought made it look extra professissssionalllle~

so full lol

and tons of leftovers. we didn't really make a dent in the ham omg so yum

yum

YUM
The weather is great. Finally something like summer - the heat, the sunshine; I've got the fan going and it's just splendid.

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You know how I keep saying don't knock it until you try it? Well, those socks that Kat got me, I decided to wear them. Man - they are COMFORTABLE. I guess I will be wearing them after all :P

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More presents were dropped off by Christmas Helen and Uniguide Raymond; Helen got me girl guide raisins which she knew I liked and also the erasable highlighter roll-on tape stuff! AND A BIKERCHICK CUP! Such great presents, I can tell she actually thought about it before she went out and got the stuff, thanks so much :) :) :) And Raymond painted me a cool little miniature square thing, all right!

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So I came home after Christmas Lunch (which lasted quite long lol it's like 5.45 now), after an afternoon of drinking, Cranium and Playstation2, to check my phone and discover I had 6 unread messages and 1 phone call. Since I have 17c left on my phone, I can't text back but merry christmas to Thomas, Grant, Arron and Raymond cheers for the texts!

William is busy preparing dinner now what a pro!
So first things first;

MERRY CHRISTMAS

Christmas is about Christmas spirit, etc, religion, blah okay I understand all of that :) but now

Christmas presssssssiez

Rather bizarre dress socks which I may never wear because they remind me of my dad from Kat (but that's okay!) and some really random chocolate coated coffee crumble thing from Russia from Kat. Thanks!

Jared gave me a cool book of Visual Illusions :) Although I'd already read the entire thing before cause the rec centre has a copy but that's not the point I appreciate the thought and everything :D He also forgot to remove the price-tag lol but it is a very cool book. I like the illusion with St. Thomas? and the dragon.

Kim gave me a miniature pachinko machine from Stevens - unfortunately, they didn't realise the handle was broken and they don't have a receipt so they're gonna try replace it. It's really cool though and the ball bearing things look wicky.

Richard gave me Stickmen II ; cool book :)

Cheryl gave me a box of Butter Cookies!!! YAY! I love those cookies man they remind me of my childhood. they like melt in your mouth and its all woot

William presented me with an interesting book, Blue like Jazz (I think); the premise is it's a
book of non-religious thoughts on Christian spirituality. I like jazz.

Arron who is strange with his psychic powers :) :) bought me new drumsticks! WOOT like my cool black ones (I think they were travis barker signature can't remember) are about to kaput some day, I can tell, it's all fraying and stuff. So now I have new pair for when they break! They are also Zdilajadjadjajan (cant spell it) and they're coooooooool thanks so much :) :) Arron how did you know i neeeeeded new sticks ^^

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I'm sure I'm forgetting a present from someone or something, but that's what I woke up and opened under our Christmas tree this morning, I think.

My dad didn't make it in time.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

I've just installed a whole lot of stuff onto my computer.

Firefox 2

Yes, 2. No, not 1.5; 2. What's new, you ask? Well, the fastest things that caught my eye were:

-Tabs now have close buttons on them
-Inbuilt spellchecker. The word spellchecker, for instance, has a dotted red line below it.

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MSN Live Messenger

What's better than 7.5? Well, it looks square. And, you can make phone calls. Kinda like Skype. Except, not.

MSN Live Messenger Plus

This lets you do tabbed messenger windows! omg

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I also changed my computer so that everything is a very pure and holy white. Yup. I would show you, but you don't care. It's christmas eve. Tomorrow everyone opens presents and it's like yay. Where is my dad? I don't know. Will he be here in time for Christmas? I doubt it.

I don't even remember what the last thing I said to him was, but I bet it wasn't particularly friendly or nice.

The new year is coming. Time moves on, you know, it doesn't...it doesn't stop for you or wait for you to catch your breath. Not that I do much. You know what I mean. No, maybe you don't.

White.

Lots and lots of white.

You're rambling.

I don't care. This is my blog, right? I may not have anything interesting or unique or special to say, but the beauty of the internet is that it gives me the illusion that I do have a voice. Meow!

It's a good way to waste my time while I wait for a party in FFXI anyway :P

Friday, December 22, 2006

If you are going to publish a phone number.

PLEASE publish it the right way ><

Example one:

0274 4562 24

This is WRONG.

please split up the NETWORK NUMBER from the OTHER NUMBER and split the 7 digit OTHER NUMBER 3 and 4.

027 445 6224

OK

THANKS

0274 is not a network.

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Handed in my tapes they r shutting down over christmas. only me and one other transcriber now. lol

pressurrreee

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Studylink was open but only the hungus Queen St. branch. Did that, but University closed today (my luck) and doesnt open back until the 3rd. So the last form in my Bonded Merit Scholarship will have to wait.

Thursday, December 21, 2006

Okay so more things to do:

RETURN TAPES FRIDAY
busking today at 5pm
ENROL IN ALL MY PAPERS FOR NEXT YEAR

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Why. WHY would Google even TRY to make email *fun*.

Please do not advertise like that, thanks. Email is email, just cause you use a Google Approach doesn't mean it's going to become fun.

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I made bad call Give Way sign oh noes angry van driver go along side median strip bad face beep horn I should feel bad but the power of music compells me.

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

The Plague is quite honestly the worst Horror movie I've seen in a while. I mean, at least after The Amityville Horror, I was really scared. The plague is like...it doesn't explain anything and it gets the music cues all wrong and....urgh ending was utter crap didn't get it

I guess maybe the ending might have been like totally meaningful or something if I understood the rest of the movie. Which i didnt cause i didnt really pay very much attention cause it was that uninteresting. Children of Men got my attention. This did not.

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Love of mine some day you will die
But I'll be close behind
I'll follow you into the dark

No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white
Just our hands clasped so tight
Waiting for the hint of a spark

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule
I got my knuckles brusied by a lady in black
And I held my tongue as she told me
"Son fear is the heart of love"
So I never went back

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark

You and me have seen everything to see
From Bangkok to Calgary
And the soles of your shoes
are all worn down
The time for sleep is now
It's nothing to cry about
Cause we'll hold each other soon
In the blackest of rooms

If heaven and hell decide
That they both are satisfied
Illuminate the no's on their vacancy signs
If there's no one beside you
When your soul embarks
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Then I'll follow you into the dark
Just requested personal tax summary for like...all the years 2004 2005 2006

I won't get it until 17th Jan.

Hoppppeffully it works out to be a refund lol otherwise I have to like...pay them.

[nothx]

Monday, December 18, 2006

Finally found my class photo. It's so sad, in the last year they couldn't even be fucked getting us all together for a photo so it's just our ID photos on one big sheet thing.

Oh well.

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ORDER OF SHOT PRIORITY (you thought i was kidding, didn't you)
===

I'm not going to explain how I've ordered it so that it's mysterious and people don't get offended. Like; are you last in the list because I don't want to kill you, or because I don't consider you a threat in the terms of the game?

Oooh.

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  1. Terry Wu
  2. Aleks Kaksonen
  3. Ashley Robinson
  4. Matt Cross
  5. Ming Lam
  6. Tim Steele
  7. William Lin
  8. Julia Kellet
  9. Jennifer Yu
  10. Kate Innes-Jones
  11. Kirsten Sing
  12. Emma Wilson
  13. Jessica Lee
  14. Anna Church
  15. Helen Tsui
  16. Charlotte Worsfold
  17. Thomas Wood
  18. Graeme Rich
  19. Christopher Steele
  20. Andrew Kinnersley
  21. Raymond Scott
  22. Sonny Lee
Just watched Battle Royale.

Holy. Crap.

It's so disturbing yet...romantic yet....I dont know

I was thinkin of how my class would pan out, but I realised that I've forgotten half the people already. Like Anne? Was she there in 7th form? And um...I swear weren't there some random Asian chicks in my class?

Tomorrow, I am going to stare at my class photo and decide in my head in what order to shoot if I ever had to.

Wow. That is seriously disturbing.

Sunday, December 17, 2006

Today I nearly ran over a kid while driving, just outside the dairy on Wycherly.

What goes through a kid's head before he dashes across to the other side of the road on a ridiculously gaudy plastic tricycle in the path of an oncoming car? I guess I'll never know, but I'm glad I wasn't speeding or I wouldn't have been able to stop in time.

I've booked my basic handling and skills course for the day just before new years eve. Yes. 30th. Just in case you cared, which is probably a resounding no, but it means I can finally cash in on my brother's agreement woot

Don't know when my dad is coming.
http://gh.ffshrine.org?r=40125

Seriously. This place is uber o_O all...the...video game soundtracks and anime soundtracks etc I could ever friggin want. And there's manga. Oh boy.

In Soviet Russia double negatives don't not say YOU!

~ Russian Reversal on Double Negatives

A non-double unnegative doesn't occur when no two forms of non-negation aren't not used in no not-same unsentence. Not in no languages no non-double unnegative doesn't resolve not to a non-negative, while in no others it doesn't not resolve to no not-positive. These aren't non-strictly ungrammatical rulelessnesses and don't have no nothing to not do with mathematics. They aren't used not in no languages and not considered unerroneous in no others. Not sometimes, non-triple and non-quadruple unnegation cannot also not be unseen, which doesn't not lead to no alternative term not for the not same phenomenon not called unnegative non-concord. Not in literature, not denying no unnegation isn't known as the trope of litotes.

No infamous not linguist never didn't made no further unobservation that it wasn't ununknown for no non-double positive never to not resolve to no negative. No non-skeptical voice didn't came from no back of no non-lecture hall: "Yeah, right."

This joke isn't not due to no late Prof. Sidney Morgenbesser not of Columbia University. Not in Bulgarian the unexpression "Да-да" ("Yes-yes") isn't not used not to show undisagreement not with what hasn't not been unsaid. No Portuguese unexpression Pois sim! (so yes!) hasn't no unsimilar non-meaning. Also not non-Spanish sí, sí...

Saturday, December 16, 2006

Busking today; saw Stables from NZIdol season 3/ZM, and Steph and Rhys from holiday programme and Tomo and Willie

how much did we get?

let's just say it was well worth the time.

Friday, December 15, 2006

.. / .- -- / ..- .-. ... / ..-. --- .-. . ...- . .-.
.. / -- .. --- --- / ..- / ---.. ---..
It reminded me of a story about a father was carrying his son on his shoulders one day. A wise guy asked the son, "Why are you riding your dad like a horse?"

The son smiled and sad, "Dad does it in the hope that some day I will become a dragon and glorify him."
- "Colours of the Mountain", Da Chen

Thursday, December 14, 2006

more tings to do:::

personal tax summarrrryyyyyy get some gilz ok thx

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I thought of the best invention ever. A little receiver thing and a control thing. You stick the receiver thing onto something you keep losing, and you press a thing on the control thing to make the receiver thing beep like crazy so you can find it easier.

I would buy like 10 of those.
I've finished almost all my Christmas shopping.

I only have to buy for two more people; one very special, one not so special.

Hadn't been to the Plaza for quite a while; actually - this month, I've hit the big three (Sylvia Park, Botany, Pakuranga). I don't think any of the shops on High Street in Howick are my taste, though...

Went to work meeting. That was interesting, I arrived late so I was a little confused as to what was going on but lol it was okay; roleplay thingy, I got to pretend I was an over-competitive 8 year old who thinks everyone else is cheating.

Yeah. That was fun. I can see why some of the kids at afterschool care do it now lol

aaaahhh sucked to be the person who tried to calm me down :P
I know a girl
She puts the color inside of my world
but she's just like a maze
Where all of the walls all continually change

And I've done all I can
To stand on her steps with my heart in my hands
Now I'm starting to see
Maybe it’s got nothing to do with me

Fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Ooh, you see that skin?
It's the same she's been standing in
Since the day she saw him walking away
Now shes left
cleaning up the mess he made

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers, be good to your daughters too

Boys, you can break
You find out how much they can take
Boys will be strong
And boys soldier on
But boys would be gone without warmth from
A woman's good, good heart

On behalf of every man
looking out for every girl
You are the god and the weight of her world

So fathers, be good to your daughters
Daughters will love like you do
Girls become lovers who turn into mothers
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too
So mothers be good to your daughters, too.
This year in photos.





































Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Iiro Rantala's Piano Concerto is *still* awesome.

JazzLab today; was gonna busk but we started late on the practice so decided to just do a practice today - looks like next one won't be till about Saturday.

Still tons of pressies to get!
drink up, baby down
mmm, are you in or are you out
leave your things behind
'cause it's all going off without you
excuse me, too busy you're writing your tragedy
these mishaps
you bubble wrap
when you've no idea what you're like

so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

it gains the more it gives
and then it rises with the fall
so hand me that remote
can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow

such boundless pleasure
we've no time for later now
you can't await your own arrival
you've 20 seconds to comply

so let go, jump in
oh well, whatcha waiting for
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown
so let go, just get in
oh, it's so amazing here
it's alright
'cause there's beauty in the breakdown

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

More things to do:

collect more family guy episodes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!okay i think that';s enough exclamation marks
i got my results mailout today so i have to go in and finish my bonded merit scholarship stuff
gotta bank in all that random cash i got o_O

Monday, December 11, 2006

Troy:
We’re soarin’, flyin’
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach

Gabriella:
If we’re trying
So we’re breaking free

Troy:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

Gabriella:
Creating space between us
‘Til we’re separate hearts

Both:
But your faith it gives me strength
Strength to believe

Chorus #1
Troy:
We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
We’re soarin’
Troy:
Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Both:
Yeah, we’re breaking free
Troy:
Oh, we’re breakin’ free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh
Troy:
Can you feel it building
Like a wave the ocean just can’t control
Gabriella:
Connected by a feeling
Ohhh, in our very souls
Both:
Rising ‘til it lifts us up
So every one can see

Chorus #2
Troy: We’re breakin’ free
Gabriella: We’re soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
Troy:
If we’re trying
Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhhh runnin’
Troy:
Climbin’
To get to that place
Both:
To be all that we can be
Troy:
Now’s the time
Both:
So we’re breaking free
Troy:
We’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Ohhh , yeah

Troy:
More than hope
More than faith
Gabriella:
This is true
This is fate
And together

Both:
We see it comin’
Troy:
More than you
More than me

Gabriella:
Not a want, but a need
Both:
Both of us breakin’ free

Chorus #3
Gabriella: Soarin’
Troy: Flyin’
Both:
There’s not a star in heaven
That we can’t reach
If we’re trying
Troy: Yeah we’re breaking free
Gabriella:
Breaking free
Were runnin’
Troy:
Ohhhh, climbin’
Both:
To get to the place
To be all that we can be
Now’s the time
Troy: Now’s the time
Gabriella: So we’re breaking free
Troy: Ohhh, we’re breaking free
Gabriella: Ohhhh

Both:
You know the world can see us
In a way that’s different than who we are

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THE DRUM TRACK FOR THIS SONG IS FAKE IT ANNOYS ME SO BAD URGH
Wow. I haven't played much FFXI in the last two days; internet instability is really annoying, and I cannot believe for once I have picked something over FFXI.

I think last time I picked FFXI over anything in real life, I really regretted it. Am I so glad I made the right decision this time.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1LO82lY0zlE

LOL the youth in asia XD XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FWVGr80wmdE&mode=related&search=

LOL

"Do you think it is okay to have animals on TV?"
If you'd like to walk a while
We could waste the day
Follow me into the trees
I will lead the way

Bring some change up to the bridge
Bring some alcohol
There we'll make a final wish
Just before the fall

Promise I will be forever yours
Promise not to say another word
Nevermind whats done is done
Always was a lucky one

Watch the sunrise all alone
Sitting on the tracks
Hear the train come roaring in
Never coming back

Laying quiet in the grass
Everything is still
River stones and broken bones
Scattered on the hill

Promise I will be forever yours
Promise not to say another word
Nevermind whats done is done
Always was a lucky one

Promise I will be forever yours
Promise not to say another word
Here forever deep beneath the dirt
Nevermind whats done is done
Always was a lucky one

Sunday, December 10, 2006

I remember when I used to watch neighbours for all the wrong reasons. Lol, k ids these day s. A l ways m ovies a nd r adio and s ometims its like oh okay. mewo?

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Watched Children of Men just then. What a friggin powerful movie. Honestly...a lot of really brilliant one-shot sequences as well...just...wow. Great movie, a bit slow to start for me but once I got hooked, no letting go.

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In the car, I just can't wait...
To pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm just scared of what you think.
You make me nervous so I really can't eat

Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever, and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever, and ever... lets make this last forever

When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please dont look at me with those eyes
Please dont hint that your capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that I'm probably gonna miss

Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever, and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever

Lets go... don't wait... this nights almost over
Honest... lets make... this night last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever

(I'll never forget tonight)

Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever
Forever,and ever... lets make this last forever

(I'll never forget tonight)
Slyvia Park is big. Went there to start christmas shopping. Big failure lol most people still unaccounted for but at least i got some of it done...

saw Wii. looks cool. if Video Ezy ever gets any i wanna rent 2 play for a bit

Friday, December 08, 2006

Whoa. I am really surprised. In a good way.

Richard came home and:

1) Didn't say anything about downloads in the first sentence!
2) Redid the vacuuming - did a *really* good job, including ceiling and walls.
3) Spent some time with Kim.

I guess I was too harsh, it's not like I was any better myself.

Anyway; let the world know that Richard has moral fibre! Yay!
BDO tickets are $110.

Got my work roster for Jan. Only workin one week, on call 3 other days in week 3 and 4. I should be disappointed I don't have more days but:

1) there are tons of ppl
2) i didnt turn up to the first leaders meeting
3) week 2 has BDO! so i can go yay

so really its alright

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BDO 110
iPod 500 OR shuffle 150
if i decide to get vodem, 160 ++
bike stuff will be like 200

fjkjatlkjastsh.

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If I could drum like Mike Portnoy, I would honestly never do anything else. He is THAT GOOD. Paradigm Shift is just omg. lol arrrrrrrrr WHEN ARE THEY DOING MORE STUFF come to Nz plz :( oh man oh man arrrrrr gotta stop listening to it or i will get sick of it too soon lets listen to westlife or something
You have your own view on why I came back and my "reason" for vacuuming. You don't know me and I don't pretend to know you so don't assume that I did it to justify coming back. I promised William I'd do it and that's that.

Fine. But you didn't do a very good job. Being in a bad mood is not an excuse to be sub-par. Kids at the Rec Centre have vacuumed to a higher standard. And I think William said something about how you would re-do it? Still waiting. I don't know why I bother, I should just do it myself. Anyway, it's just vacuuming. I shouldn't have to tell you what the more important things are. No, they do not start with "d" and end with "ownloads".

To be honest, I don't know what you mean by "stealing company money" because you seem to have no qualms over using "company money" to pay for your bus passes. I don't use it to pay for my petrol so don't think you can stand the moral high ground on me.

Uh, in case you didn't get it, that was talking about bandwidth, not the mum fund. Mum used to pay for my bus passes. Just keeping the status quo, dunno what you were talking about. And you want to play moral high ground, I can display on the lovely internet for everyone to see what you have been downloading, but I am sure you wouldn't like that.

Don't try and rationalise why you seem to love irritating me. If you want help say so. William can ask me to do things nicely. Why can't you? You complain about me coming back and the first thing I say to you is "why did you stop my downloads" Well, why is it that I can have a good conversation with William and not you? Because he doesn't mess with anything. Try not touching my downloads and maybe the first thing I'd say to you would not be about it. Simple logic really. And I don't think you are in any position to judge whether or not I do enough help to justify anything.

You are assuming that it is always me who stops your downloads. Unfortunately, you can't prove it cause you're hardly home; it hasn't been just me who stops them. They screw us all over. Why don't you ask William? I don't want to involve him, but if you won't believe me, ask him;

we need the internet ---> your downloads stop --> we do whatever we do --> we turn it back on

I don't turn them off to irritate you, I turn them off so I can get on with things. You have no right to download 24/7 full speed when you are not present. You don't. Sorry, you can't justify it. It's household internet, not "internet for Richard to download unlimited BT". I think it would be prudent to point out that household internet should be for people involved in the household.

Also. Whether I stop your downloads is irrelevant to whether it's the first thing you decide say to me. Something that is not along the lines of "why did you touch my downloads again" would be a good start - you already know the answer and frankly I'm fucking sick and tired of fighting over the internet. It's not worth it.

Also, you seem to have the great fortune of forgetting to turn it on once you leave. I've already set it so that you shouldn't have to touch anything and yet you still do. Explain that one then.

Yeah, so that I shouldn't have to, but I wouldn't turn it off if it didn't help. To use your argument; Are you me? Are you psychic? Do you know what it is like before and after I turn them off? No. You don't know what it is like, because you're not me. The difference is very noticable. Ask any one of us.

You put all your stuff on the list, run away for a few days, come back and then get annoyed when it's not done. Well frankly this is a family home, not somewhere for you to stockpile downloads. Seriously, I check every night that your downloads are on. It's not my fault you come home before I turn them back on before bed, at the latest.

Not to mention my messages are not angry, "Next time you change something on my computer, please return it to the way it was when you finish. I suggest you just don't change anything because you probably will forget what goes where" is not angry at all, unless you make it that way. If I were to leave an angry message it would probably be more harsh. Or I could just not leave a message at all and do something angry instead.

Sure, because that would be exactly the mature side of you we've come to expect. Stuff like "oh i'm going to lock in my personal stuff to household shared stuff, and password protect my computer, so that you, personally, cannot do anything about my monopoly over the internet. oh yeah i will also run around to other people's computers and install stuff without permission, just to further spite you. i will ignore the fact that my downloads get turned back on at night, and focus on the totally unfair position that they should be on all the time even when i am not home".

Funny that, I recall you telling me to grow up...

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I remember when we first got this new and upgraded broadband, which you had said would improve stuff for everyone. I didn't really believe that anyone's position but yours would improve. As usual with your download obsession you get all excited over your bittorrent. And then we tried to surf the internet, and it didn't work. And then Jack told you to BT at night. What happened to that?

Oh. Oh burn.

I guess I was right about the only person benefitting would be the one who contributed the least to the household. Please do not think "oh, I vacuumed." Contributions to the household extend further than chores.

The problem is not you turning them back on or not... Rather you turning them off in the first place. Why disrupt your routine by having to constantly turn it back on all the time. Just leave it on. It would make life much easier for all of us.

How about: why disrupt our internet by having downloads constantly on all the time? We turn it off when we need the internet. It would make life much easier for all of us. Why should your downloads get highest priority all the time? Your downloads can go at any time of the day, but people aren't going to use the internet the entire 24 hour day. It's more disrupting to my routine to have to mash refresh to load something as basic as Webmail, instead of just turning your downloads off while we need the internet and then turning them back on for the night.

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I will have no more on this topic. It happens all the time. I'm fucking sick of fighting over what really should be a non-issue; we turn them off when we need to use the internet. And then we turn them back on. End of story. If you do not agree, please discuss with William. You don't seem to believe me. And if we forget to turn them back on, well, you can come home periodically and check. Your downloads can go on at night. People need to sleep. Ergo, while people are sleeping, you can download until your hard drive explodes.

Or you could move out. You might as well, then you can have all the downloads you want at wherever you choose to live; you can have a big download hut with your laptop and your desktop going 24/7 downloading all the crap you want. You don't even come home to sleep any more, anyway. Maybe take your clothes with you next time, you've already taken your shampoo.

But if you wanna be involved in this house, you have to play by the rules.

And don't bother replying to this either, because I'd just be repeating myself. Can't be bothered.

I don't like you, but it doesn't mean we cannot be civil. This home means a lot to me. I've had enough of you ruining the experience.

I can't believe I'm up until 2 in the morning with this load of horseshit.
jareds 21st party. cools.

so its like, official and stuff. now i apply for refund of my accomodation deposit...says can take up to a month to process. i guess that iPod will have to wait.

Liquid Tension Experiment 1 & 2...omg. just.

arrrrrrrrrrrrr so good

Thursday, December 07, 2006

Alright, alright.

Pretend I have a position of responsibility. However, I don't do anything towards this job - I'm off doing other things all the time like partying and throwing stones at old ladies. On occasion, I come into the office and steal office stationery. And I also siphon company money on a daily basis to my personal account.

HEY THAT SOUNDS LIKE SOMEONE I KNOW

Seriously. How can you honestly believe yourself? I've already explained this like a gazillion times but here it is again:

IF you are not home, you should not get highest priority on the home internet. Simple as that. You are not at home to not make a mess; FINE. But you are not at home to help, why should you get to plonk your stupid downloads on the line 24/7? What was the last thing you did for this household? A half-arsed vacuum which even you knew you didn't do properly, in an attempt to justify your return home for something OTHER than your downloads.

Wow. Will you look at that? You're gone already, again.

Sure. I use a lot of the internet to play FFXI. Yeah, it's not the greatest of things to do. But I'm sure you don't want me to put online what you download. I think we know who would win that battle of moral right...

I don't turn it off to spite you, I turn it off because you do not help enough to justify 24/7 downloading. And everytime before I turn it back on, it's like you have this magic sensor that brings you back home for the sole purpose of checking your downloads, asking everyone in the house who turned off your downloads, leaving a few angry messages or two, and then leaving, before I return home from work/buying stuff/wake up/sleep routine (yes, i turn them back on SO OFTEN that I actually lump making sure that your downloads, ridiculous as they are, are on before i go to bed) to turn them back on.

I guess it's a catch 22. You're a prat whether you're gone or not. On the grand scale of brothers, you're pretty low. And you have to ask why people don't like you...

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

yay william helped me pretty much sort my timetable for next year woot just gotta pick between an undergrad project in Compsci or Computer graphicx

lol I got sent an email congratulating me on my perfornace in International Business papers.

i dont do any

lol sux to be them

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Maybe it's just one giant catch 22. He won't reach out, I won't do it either.

So we sit in indifference.
Thanks for not throwing stones. You know who you are.

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Man, those Wonderful Copenhagen Butter cookies are, well, wonderful! AAAAAH they melt in your mouth like M&Ms except they are more interesting and remind me of the good old days. Copenhagen exports their butter cookies everywhere, you cannot escape.

lol @ Eric Case

Tuesday, December 05, 2006

If you could have any superpower, would you have:

Superspeed?
Superstrength?
Invisibility?
Teleportation!?

It's so much harder to pick a dumb one. Like, the Shoveller. Who came up with that?! It's genius!

Should I have:

Blurry vision?
The ability to transfer lint from one location to another?
To speak in reverse? (not quite stupid enough)

or...

HMM.
I've worked it out.

It's not that I'm not going to Grafton;
I can't go to Grafton.

Why?

Well basically:

  • I complained all the time about my dad not being at home, and then Richard not being at home. Well, it would just be me doing the same thing (albeit with slightly cleaner intentions, self improvement and all that other junk)
  • $8000 dollars is not something I am willing to just throw around.
  • My sister needs someone to tell her to do her homework. William is too busy working. Richard is, well, I don't have to tell you.

So although it was a good idea and it gets me excited just like Ewan McGregor, I cannot go without being a hypocrite, and ridiculously selfish.

Time to email!

Monday, December 04, 2006

the pedestrian crossings now have the cool timer things down queen street.

hey raymond it was 7 bucks and how many cents? can i have your bank account number so i can give you the moneyz thx

UnNews:North Korea pokes South Korea with a really big stick

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30 November 2006


Washington DC: U.N. observers today accused the North Korean regime of continually poking at South Korea with a really big stick, causing annoyance and irritation in Seoul, the capital of the south. North Koreans have apparently spent the last few days lashing together thousands of bamboo poles with string. In recent days, when no one was looking, they apparently have been creeping up to the DMZ and poking at the south with their big stick while hiding behind some bushes.

They're sort of just doin' it fer shits an' giggles, I guess, said major col. Bucky Stratosphere of the U.S. peacekeeping force on the borderline. Sometimes we hear a kinda rustlin' and we see this big stick stretchin' all the way to the mountains. We just holler at 'em and they drag it back to their side. Some of the guys are all for goin' after 'em with the humbies, but I reckon' that might cause some kinda diplomatic inceedent, so we stick to hollerin for now

In Seoul, business communities have voiced their protest at being woken up by a prodding at 5am, or when they're on the phone or just sitting down to their dinner. It's really annoying, says one South Korean, I can't focus. I can't play Scrabble. Every time I try and concentrate on something, this big bamboo pole taps me on the shoulder. They should bomb the North back into the stone age for this.

The North Korean leader, Kimberly Ill Stump the Magnificent and Everlasting - Just Like Our Batteries - , says that North Koreans should be proud of their stick, as it is a heroic stick and it glimmers with hope in the last rays of the evening sun, and that South Koreans should only be poked in accordance with the Socialist Lifestyle. He encourages more poking between sessions at the chalk mines for a healthy mind and body.



LOOOOL OMFG lol that was funnier than the entire Adam Sandler movie.

Hey Helen. Here is how to make those cookies.

INGREDIENTS

  • 2 cups butter (about 450g)
  • 1 cup packed brown sugar
  • 3 1/2 cups standard flour
  • 1 tbsp baking powder
  • Some honey. I used manuka.

DIRECTIONS

  1. Preheat oven to 325 degrees F (165 degrees C).
  2. Mix butter and brown sugar until you can't tell the difference.
  3. Add 2-3 spoons of honey.
  4. Add 3 to 3 3/4 cups flour. Mix well.
  5. get your hands dirty and mush it all together to make dough. mix it all up. yes. yesssss.
  6. make them into shapes. not too thick but not too thin so that they don't burn so easy.
  7. Bake at 325 degrees F (165 degrees C) for about 20 minutes. or, just keep an eye on them until they look like they are cooked and smell like they are done, and are not a ridiculously dark burnt brown.
  8. Take them out to cool. They will harden when they are colder.
YAY YOU NOW HAVE COOKIEZ

The icing is just 1 or 2 cup icing sugar + 50g butter mix well, and we added some orange essence (about 1/2 a cap) and then add some water, not too much but enough so that you get a nice thick mixture. once you spread it on teh cookies if it's a little bit gloopy you can put in the fridge to firm up the icingz k

Sunday, December 03, 2006

Wow, Ephram looks so much older than I remember. Accidental watching of Everwood while transcription!

Saturday, December 02, 2006

Today, me and my sister (along with the help of Sonny and Kat), made biscuits.

Cookies. Um, whatever.

They are Manuka Honey cookies with orange icing.

Unfortunately, about 2/3rds of them are burnt. Cause, I can't tell what golden brown is. And also, I was fooled by the squishyness of the cookies while testing them in the oven. It didn't say in the recipe that they would harden up when you leave them to cool!

So yeah. That. They taste okay though, if slightly burnt. The icing makes up for it. Yay.

No photos. You shall have to come over and consume them yourself!
It's a little bit funny this feeling inside
I'm not one of those who can easily hide
I don't have much money but boy if I did
I'd buy a big house where we both could live

If I was a sculptor, but then again, no
Or a man who makes potions in a travelling show
I know it's not much but it's the best I can do
My gift is my song and this one's for you

And you can tell everybody this is your song
It may be quite simple but now that it's done
I hope you don't mind
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you're in the world

I sat on the roof and kicked off the moss
Well a few of the verses well they've got me quite cross
But the sun's been quite kind while I wrote this song
It's for people like you that keep it turned on

So excuse me forgetting but these things I do
You see I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue
Anyway the thing is what I really mean
Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

Wednesday, November 29, 2006

Urhg. I am so tired after work it's not funny ;_;

I'm not looking forward to the Holiday programme if every day is going to be like this, full of stupid kids, lying kids, kids who just stupidly get angry and run off and you have to go and look for them and then you sit them down and talk to them again and they remember the last time they did the same thing but obviously they didn't think it important enough to follow through and then their parents come pick them up and the kid just gets of scott free and ARGH

Okay.

I am at home time to loooooose minnnnndd in FFXI yaaayy

Monday, November 27, 2006

Yugioh.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=w71V2E3VC5s

This is quite possibly the best way to watch it.
Matrix Reloaded has really bad CGI. I cannot believe it is this bad! Maybe it just looks better on the big screen.

Saturday, November 25, 2006

omg LOL

http://www3.state.id.us/oasis/2005/HCR029.html

Friday, November 24, 2006

13116 COMPSCI 210 0001 A+ Graded 15.00
Computer Systems Lecture Regular Academic Session
12798 COMPSCI 220 0001 A Graded 15.00
Algorithms and Data Structures Lecture Regular Academic Session
13669 MUSIC 204 0001 A+ Graded 15.00
Counterpoint and Analysis Lecture Regular Academic Session
11257 MUSIC 211 0001 A Graded 15.00
Composition 4 Lecture Regular Academic Session
13678 MUSIC 215 0001 A- Graded 10.00
Orchestration 2 Lecture Regular Academic Session


yay
So i woke up this morning and went and mowed the back lawn

lol it took me 4 hours ;_; the grass was so long etc blah

so i guess maybe it was a slum. but it is our backyard and we (well, actually, probably my dad) pay rates so that we can have our backyard however we want it. so the message in our letterbox is still rude.

but! IT LOOKS LIKE WE WILL HAVE APPLES THIS YEAR! woot theres tons of cute little baby apples yay

Thursday, November 23, 2006

CS220 back!

Hardest paper i did this year; but I got A yay

it was the one about like algorithms and little boardgame miniature representations of machines

but rrrrr none of my music ones back ><
Haha. Well, okay. We got this note in our letterbox today:
"Please cut the long grass on your property. People pay a lot of money to live in this nice area. we do not want it to become a slum. :("
Okay. That's fine. You don't like our grass, cool. But surely you could have the fuckin balls to come up and tell us. I know it's long (cause im supposed to cut it, thats why its long). If you really think our lawn is separating the Macleans Zone from a nice area and a slum, sure, fine, okay, but don't leave some crap note in our letterbox, COME TELL US. We're not in a slum, I'm not going to shoot you if you come up my driveway or something.

Seriously. Lol.

:( so upset right now I hate people people = shit

lol

it's just grass ;_; how can it affect us all so!!!

Tuesday, November 21, 2006

AAAAAAHHHH

my musical mind has just dirtied its pants and i need a new pair

Dream Theater - Instrumedley - OMG. SERIOUSLY lol

and then;

Richard Cheese and the ...whatever (i forgt what the band is called) - Their Best of CD omg lol

there is nothing quite as cool as listening to "Come Out and Play" and "Nookie" in Lounge Style.

Monday, November 20, 2006

Wow, the dept of comp science's job section iz sometimes have cool job offers.

The latest one is for a developer for Mozilla.

Yes. Workin on Firefox.

thats so hi-profile lol but no way i can do that stuff yet, haven't done the internat tech paperz

Sunday, November 19, 2006

New York, New York is really good place!

food didnt look like much but itz qualitea over quantitea

:D

+ JAZZ PIANO

JAZZ PIANO = YOU WIN TEH INTERNETS

Saturday, November 18, 2006

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iaLoxu9oOg4

loool
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blah

what am i up so late for

Friday, November 17, 2006

FFXII is so good. :o

30 hours not so far in story cause only play story bits when me and William together. i do the random boring (but not that boring) training

yayay

Thursday, November 16, 2006

Yay first course result back, A+ for CS210 ^^

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

I called Studylink. Yay they send me new contract!

I have decided that I am going to do the School Holiday programme.

Mon 8th Jan -> Fri 2nd Feb

I was orginally not gonna apply

but

all i would do is sit around and play ffxi

wheras i could get money

mopneymoneymoney

i still dunno whther to cancel my contract and tyr get my accomodation deposit back

not sure

hmrm.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

Mystery the moon
A hole in the sky
A supernatural nightlight
So full but often right
A pair of eyes a closing one
A chosen child in golden sun
A marble dog that chases cars
To farthest reaches of the beach and far beyond into the swimming sea of stars

The cosmic fish they love to kiss
They're giving birth to constellations
No riffs and oh no reservation
If they should fall you get a wish or dedication
May I suggest you get the best
For nothing less than you and I
Let's take a chance as this romance is rising over before we lose the lighting
Oh bella bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Do do do do do

You are an illuminating anchor
Of leagues to infinite number
Of crashing waves and breaking thunder
Tiding the ebb and flows of hunger
You're dancing naked there for me
You expose all memory
You make the most of boundary
You're the ghost of royalty imposing love
You are the queen and king combining everything
Intertwining like a ring around the finger, of a girl
I'm just a singer, you're the world
All I can bring ya
Is the language of a lover
Bella luna, my beautiful beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other

May I suggest you get the best
Of your wish may I insist
That no contest for little you or smaller I
A larger chance set, but all them may lie
On the rise, on the brink of our lives
Bella please
Bella you beautiful luna
Oh bella do what you do
Bella luna
My beautiful beautiful moon
How you swoon me like no other, oh oh oh




This is quite possibly the most beautiful song I've heard this month. He should sing more songs like this!
FFXII is amazing.

Shares a ton of stuff with FFXI to be honest :o but thats not a bad thing, that's a great thing

gambits r kool

people with cute noses :D

fran is a rabbit

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In fact, so many people playing FFXII (and with PS3), nobody on FFXI atm lol

Monday, November 13, 2006

http://www.vgcats.com/comics/?strip_id=155

lol
THE BISHOP
Alright, so you thought the chinese rmt were bad...

lol @ this

Sunday, November 12, 2006

Today:

bought my sister a new number
topped up my phone (doesnt mean i'll start texting though >.>)
haircut
bought present

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its v. hard finding a party on puppetmaster :(

LFQ! they are out of tune but the arrangements are cool i wonder if they will let us use some for academyyyyy

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I should do tapes today, but i cbf
I think I bit my tongue while I was sleeping.

Saturday, November 11, 2006

Alright. So they got me. They finally friggin' got me. They managed to suck me into Blogger beta

OKAY. I get it. It's "better"

I clicked the thing cause I thought thye got it out of beta but noooo they didnt

I hate using beta stuff

its not complete

its not

its not

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So., Studylink

PROS

if you call them, they have this cool voice recognition lady and she asked if she could help and I said "no" (cause I wanted to speak to a person) and then the voice recognition machine hung up on me :(

CONS

thye hung up cause studylink doesnt open on the weekends d'oh

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So would I rather them have voice recognition, or open on weekends?

hm.

Friday, November 10, 2006

remove wisdom teeth
buskin

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woot! lol just cause I asked for it, I got it:

do you know www.maxx.co.nz? where you can get the cool maps to go from place to place, and timetables for buses etc?

you can now get it through ezproxy wooo0000t.

kbye
remove wisdom teeth
buskin

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woot! lol just cause I asked for it, I got it:

do you know www.maxx.co.nz? where you can get the cool maps to go from place to place, and timetables for buses etc?

you can now get it through ezproxy wooo0000t.

kbye
>.> 200 to get up to stage where I can sit the learners

then that's another 100 or so

:o

:ooo

300?

350?!

HUH?!
+ get richard cheese and the whatever , lounge against the machine or something

Thursday, November 09, 2006

Holy crap. There really must be something different about being female. (no, dont start your duhs)

>.> My sister keeps making us all milo and stuff its awesome

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So, how about that wind? WHERE THE HELL IS GLOBAL WARMING

Trees falling over, weird people rollerskating in ridiculous winds, signs detaching from posts and slamming into the side of our bus...

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Mow lawn.
Pass parcel.
Obtain gift.

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HELLS YEAH WOOOOOOT END OF YEAR TIME PARTYPARTYPARTY ok maybe not that kind of party. okay.

like i could have done better for my last exam

but

i dont care

i am not motivated

i deeply care about not caring

so

its over (it wasnt as hard as i thought it would be too, but then again i mightbe extremely trickeried and it was really hard and tricksy and i didnt pix it up :o noohes!
- Cut hair.
- Make more music.
- Reason!

Wednesday, November 08, 2006

Oh yeah lol it was awesome for my 204 exam, like, no sonata! woot~ isux@sonata

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==Big List of Things I Have To Do==

  • Write a song for the band.
  • Transcribe as many frigging tapes as i can fit.
  • Get my bike license.
  • and then, get a bike. but license first.
  • which means i have to find out more - maybe call that school.
  • Transfer PR to new passport.
  • Make up my mind about Grafton.
  • sub-task: i need money
  • sub-task: work in the holidays
  • Does that mean the Rec Centre (again?) or find another one? Or do both? On top of transcribing? Three jobs? Will have to wait until after tomorrow to think about it.
  • Sort out Bonded merit - call them and see if they will send me another contract.
  • Sort out student allowance.
  • Sort out student loan.
  • Get a prepay number for my sister.
  • top up my phone (i am on $3 or something)
  • Exam!
So the main tasks these holidays:

- Bike
- Money

The funny thing is, i'll probably just end up playing lots and looots of FFXI :D

-Yes we are, yes we are blessed in her glorious light-

tomorrow is my last exam

you may be wondering where Lan is

I'm still here

Yup. He's just quieter thesedays, y'know. Not much to say

or i can't be stuffed, it's all the same anyway

i love this song
LOL

http://www.vgcats.com/comics/?strip_id=194
Tomorrow 4.30pm i'll be free!!

I need to make a list of things to do in the holidays, I have a *very* large list I need to sort through ><
Alright. So Valkyrie Profile 2: Silmeria, is freaking awesome.

But. It is way too hard and I cannot be bothered leveling up. So. Meh.

Maybe I will cheat my way through it one day, but I think I will put it down for now! :o

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

If you don't do as I say, we shall write you a very angry letter, telling you how very angry we are.
YAY internet

Monday, November 06, 2006

I have no internet at the moment :(

I am stealing Sonny's

lolkbye

lol yes i am very sad i is being the SO SADDY :( :(


you r-tard. -_- (btw hope your sarcasm filters were on~)

Thursday, November 02, 2006

Yeah, this is what summer should be like.

The clear skies, slow fluffy white clouds, warming rays...

and frigging hayfever -_-

but it's all worth it woot one more exam to go

and idc about it

so

im pretty much on holiday

yay

Wednesday, November 01, 2006

First exam today.

GRRR i didnt work fast enough, i shoulda been on full burn whole exam but dammit had stuff to say and had to selectively cram down the most major points. coulda done way more analysis on the fugues :(

two more..

one tomorrow morning...

idcidcidcidc
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nVDZe4J3OcM

lol sonata lol I WANT FUGUE DAMMIT sonata is too hard :(

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

http://www.thisislondon.com/showbiz/articles/23314852?source=PA

lol.



If lies were cats you'd be a litter
I don't regularly had nightmares, but I had one last night.

Guess who was in it.

Monday, October 30, 2006

http://www.japanprobe.com/?p=430

FUJAMA.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Outside, it's raining gently.

Inside, I feel much the same.

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As the days go by I get angrier and angrier, somewhere in the unfathomable depths of the irrational. If you don't want to talk to me; sure. Don't expect me to joyously respond to your request for a reply.

The future sucks.

The rain just started to tear the sky open.

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The worst feeling in the world is having to rely on something which you absolutely loathe.

I think I've found the birthplace of emo.

---

I hate you. You think you're so great. I'd like to fucking tear you down.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no break
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
I just pass through...

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.


Okay, alright. so this song isn't 100% accurate if you want to apply it to me. but. :D its still a wicked song

Friday, October 27, 2006

Cheesecake is so good. Oh. Oh yeah.

hey kat plz tell me what your bank account n0 is so i can pay you back the 9 bucks thx

band practice today, not bad, i keep forgetting how the parts go cause too long between practices lol

apparently we are changing our name so ok lol

wry smile in my direction

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Nervous Wreck by 48 May is a great song! Too bad I can't D/l it off eMule >.>

And has anyone seen the video for Moby's "New York, New York"?

One word: LOL
mdor0kb : DtDZfwu9bih : iu5od7n1

^_^

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Weezer - Perfect Situation (yay!)

lol also saw the Paris Hilton video for that song "nothing in this world"

both videos are like the nice-guy underdogs winning lol yay

she has a really ugly nose.
So that was the teaser;

this is now.
http://www.asciimation.co.nz/#

Monday, October 23, 2006

*sigh*

Well. There is nothing to do but wait.

Unfortunately, he is too busy tomorrow to sign papers (as is legally required), so we can't do anything about enrolment to Macleans.

hold on

I have something intelligent to say on this subject

.

.

.

You disgust me. How are you too busy? I do not understand.

I don't understand the world.

---

Lie with me, and just forget the world

Sunday, October 22, 2006

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK. If I could, I'd disown 50% of the DNA in me. FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.
FUCK
FUCK

FUCK
FUCK

CUNT SHIT FUCK CRAP FUCK FUCK CUNT FUCK ARGH FUCK SHIT FUCKING ENORMOUS RAPE FUCK SHIT FUCK NAZI HITLER FUCK NORTH KOREA MURDER FUCK DYING ANIMALS DEAD BABY JOKES FUCK SHIT FUCK CUNT FUCK BITCH FUCK BASTARD FUCK SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ASSHOLE EUCALPYTUS FACE FUCK CUNT SHIT FUCK FUCK SHIT ARGH FUCK BEING SHAT ON BY A GIANT BIRD FUCK CUNT FUCK REALLY SMELLY OLD MINGE FUCK CRAP FUCK SHIT FUCK ARGH FUCK FUCK SHIT CUNT BITCH FUCK PRICK NEEDLE DICK COCKFACE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


FUCK.

My world is crumbling.

But at least I got my assignment in on time.
FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK. If I could, I'd disown 50% of the DNA in me. FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.
FUCK
FUCK

FUCK
FUCK

CUNT SHIT FUCK CRAP FUCK FUCK CUNT FUCK ARGH FUCK SHIT FUCKING ENORMOUS RAPE FUCK SHIT FUCK NAZI HITLER FUCK NORTH KOREA MURDER FUCK DYING ANIMALS DEAD BABY JOKES FUCK SHIT FUCK CUNT FUCK BITCH FUCK BASTARD FUCK SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ASSHOLE EUCALPYTUS FACE FUCK CUNT SHIT FUCK FUCK SHIT ARGH FUCK BEING SHAT ON BY A GIANT BIRD FUCK CUNT FUCK REALLY SMELLY OLD MINGE FUCK CRAP FUCK SHIT FUCK ARGH FUCK FUCK SHIT CUNT BITCH FUCK PRICK NEEDLE DICK COCKFACE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


FUCK.

My world is crumbling.

But at least I got my assignment in on time.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Don't you just love it when you remember assignment dates wrong in the good way? (earlier)

So like, I thought I had 220 due tomorrow, along with orchestration and composition, but apparently, it was actually originally due on saturday and NOW it's extended to sunday! yay! so I can focus tonight on my composition, and then do my 220 (finish it, actually, cause i did quite a bit today) on saturday!

woot

one

day
left

one

ONE

oh

the end of the year

woot

oh yeah

it's the beginning of the end

i

if eel it

the cosmos

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I actually got SPAM in my EC Webmail :( what the balls is that about

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

:( Made a mistake driving today



xxx|...|xx
xxx|..O|xx
===+...|xx
..||...|xx
.......|xx
.......|xx
===+...|xx
xxx|O..|xx
xxx|...|xx
xxx|...|xx

O = Me, in chariot
O = Two white guys in wifebeaters in a SUV

So I wanted to turn left. They wanted to turn right.

I went first. :( I even thought about it and decided I had right of way even, which makes it even dumber, like calculated stupidity lol

I was rewarded with the horn and fingers. I started to get angry but then realised I had just screwed up so felt really sorry lol but I can't very well stop

so

you just let it go

and don't fuck up again

(as if lol, I'm gonna screw up again, I know it :D )