This is the last time
That I will say these words
I remember the first time
The first of many lies
Sweep it into the corner
Or hide it under the bed
Say these things they go away
But they never do
Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

This is the last time
That I will show my face
One last tender lie
And then I'm out of this place
So tread it into the carpet
Or hide it under the stairs
Say that some things never die
Well I tried and I tried

Something I wasn't sure of
But I was in the middle of
Something I forget now
But I've seen too little of

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I no I don't mind

The last time
You fall on me for anything you like
Your one last line
You fall on me for anything you like
And years make everything alright
You fall on me for anything you like
And I know I don't mind

Admit it. This is seriously the coolest dog you've ever seen.

Happy birthday to Thomas!

Happy birthday to Titty :D

Before tax, I am $60 richer. Woot. only took me 2hrs this time~

http://www.tomsnetworking.com/2005/05/10/how_to_crack_wep_/

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IT's also amazing what people can do with PC case-mods. some dude made one for a pc to fit inside a Windows XP box (and consequently ran windows XP on that machine >.>), some dude has one in a microwave, some dude has one inside a bottle of whiskey...

Urgh, I just can't have the best of both worlds.

Time to move the VCR.

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At HRC yesterday, I overheard this rather common saying from one kid to another: "Speak English! What did you come to New Zealand for?"

Discuss.

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You know those people who kinda just talk, and you have the feeling they never really know what they're talking about but they kinda just keep rambling anyway, and someone else doesn't really notice they're full of shit, and keeps entertaining them?

Yeah. I hate the ramblers.

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On the bus to University, I was sitting in front of a kind Asian mum doting on her teenage son.

:\ Brings back memories.

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Concert tomorrow night.

Woot, groundwork for MUS204 done. Now just need to type it all up. Hopefully it'll end up at 1000 words.

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Auckland gets -1200 points today. Friend of mine fell over at crossing on Queen St. and nobody bothered to help. NOT A SINGLE PERSON. I am horribly disappointed.

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This is week...3?

I cannot wait for the holidays.

Lol I just tried transcribing one of the four tapes I was given. I totally lucked out aye lol got a 38 minute long tape >.> ten pages of typing...oh well.

I guess that was like, $10 an hour >.>

Still

its piss easy

just so happened the people talking talk conversationally and i can't type that fast that accuaratley yet woo this is good practice yay yay ok ok bye its late lol

Man, I was planning to stay until like 9pm or something today, but I managed to finish off my CS210 assignment at 3pm! Which means I get to go home after my lecture yay

I even bought a footlong at subway in preparation for dinner, but I guess it can be my lunch tomorrow @ work

man

i should check what they are doing tomorrow o_O

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german is such a funny language

lol lied

romantic lieder~


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so like, the plan is

When I go home today, SLEEP EARLY (maybe play some FFXI man i havent in aaages) OR watch video and learn the transcription blueprint better timecodes etc

TOMORROW

Work --> after work, do one tape

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Thursday --> 12pm to 3pm, work on mus204 with ajita

(friday morning, drive in? because...@ night...)
Friday --> 12pm to composition, work on mus204 with ajita
Friday night NZSO concert, saxophone concerto yay!!

saturday - more tapes, do 204, composition

sunday - more tapes, do 204, compostion, eve's b.day concert

and somewhere in there i have to try shari's piece

perhaps i shall remind her for the sibelius file tomorrow.

Wow. I am just at 50c for my internet credit.

I wonder if that will last until the end of the year o_O

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this morning the bus was so late, that it was overtaken by the 57, and I watched Kurt get on it >.> i wonder if he actually wanted on that bus...or the 52 which came approximately two seconds after it left the stop <.<

Woot! The person called back, and I pretty much have the job. I signed a confidentiality agreement, so basically I cannot tell you what it is that I am transcribing, but I guess I can say it's going to be on TV. They gave me four tapes to trial, and a sample tape already transcribed with timecodes and WHOA learning new things woot

The place they work looks so cool and busy, with all these timetables with whiteboard marker all over them like some sort of bizarre animal drawing

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Eve doesn't like my piece >.> it's not textural or gestural enough. im going to draw something bizarre in crayon, and then transcribe it.

ok!

I said I'd put up a picture of my dumb chocobo. Well, while I wait for Stockholm Syndrome:















I hate it so much lol. It looks so much dumber, and all its stats are poor (the worst you can get), it keeps screwing up on the care plans (today it got lost while delivering messages)...

Can't wait till it retires XD

It's another AssignmentRush(tm) time!

I have just given up on trying to optimize my graph algorithm for CS220. It is now 6:20pm, I finished it (all functions working) at 4pm...it's due 8:30. Pretty much all day yesterday and today, that's what I was doing.

And then tomorrow morning, I need to compose the start of my gestural piece so I can hold Eve off for another week, then the rest of the day it's CS210 time (already done some of the work but only about 10%). Then, if I need it I have all of Tuesday as well (and I probably will need it) - it's due Wednesday noon, but I have Holiday Programme on Wednesday (which means I need an earlier night's sleep as well). Being able to drive to work and back is going to be really helpful. Then, Thursday I'm going to work with Ajita to analyze a Bach fugue, and write a 1000 word essay which is due on Monday.

I don't like these busy periods, but it's always better on the other side. Next week hopefully will be breezier. Maybe. Probably not, cause CS210 has another assignment due two weeks after, and it's way harder. And I have to do more work on my composition major piece. And marking for CS101 is gonna come in any time now, and I also agreed to do Shari's duo piece which means I have to practice it (and check stuff). In light of this I probably won't do my own duo for a workshop. I'm too lazy.

I cannot wait for the holidays. So I can get a job. And spend my entire holidays working. Yay.

The dude said he'd get the lady to call me back. They haven't yet.

I wonder if they will call tomorrow. I need money.

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So what does my CS220 program do? I actually had to write four, but the one I just finished takes in a graph:

something like this

(0)----(1)
.|..../.|..|.../..|..(2)./..(3)...|./....|...(4)
.|/.....|....|
(5)----(6)--(7)


And detects how many unique cycles of length 4 there are. A cycle is pretty self explanatory; 0 --> 1 --> 5 --> 2 --> 0 is a cycle. 2-->0-->1-->5-->2 is the same cycle, so the program cannot count that.

Seems easy, but ;_; took me freaking forever. I finally managed to get it to work though; it generates a BFS traversal search forest to a depth of 2, detects which pair of nodes have shared parents and children (because if a pair of nodes have the same parent and a shared child, there is a four cycle parent --> left node --> child --> right node --> parent) And then it only counts it if the parent is the smallest node and the left node is smaller than the right node (this ensures only unique cycles are counted).

One of the sample inputs we were supposed to test our program with has 3000 nodes.

It takes the computer approximately one minute to tell me that in that graph, there were 31299961 unique cycles of length 4.

Yes.

Apparently, you only get full marks if it does it in 45 seconds. I spent two hours trying to tweak it without much success; I need a better algorithm. I stopped caring - at least I got it working. Working should be more marks than slow, right?

Hope so.

The program is so computer intensive that every time I run it, my computer fan goes berserk to start cooling itself down.

Damn. Jacob Diefenbach had promise, until I heard him sing :(

its like...the piano is nice and stuff, but the whiny whinyemoemoemoemo voice just kills everything ><

maybe it'll grow on you like potato blight

um

lollll hes so whiiiinyyyyyy omgomg

OMG LOL THIS IS SO EMMMOOOOO

okok

DAY 30

My chocobo is now Adult. It is now rideable.

It is also now really, realllllly ugly I will put a picture up of it later, I have one of it being sick yay

Fist Full of Fives originals count: 5.

There is the two we had when we left school (only the hopeful and why monkey why) and then now the three ones we've been workin on since we started practicing at a studio are "Prettier in Spanish", Brad's song (tentatively titled "Sh, it happens.") and Thomas' song (its about playing in a band but i forget the title), there is also a sixth that John is trying to keep working on

things r lookin up xcept TOMORROW I HAVE AN ASIGNMNET DUE OHNOZ

people probably partying right now. ppp.

weeee

Yeah, so like, there was a test today.
It sucked

too long

WOW my application is now "being considered" it means that Steve must have done the reference already? yay yay

I emailed them and tol'dem I wanna 2nd choice Grafton not I.H. cause. Free laundry sounds good. :D (coins suck)

Yeah I also just re-applied for SJS apparently they cannot find my old SJS number so whatever imma go confirum my thingy tomorrow and then try to see if i can get that job. it says transcribing infomrational documetaries, $30 every 1/2hr tape, and expected ~2hrs per tape so thats like 15 an hour and its work from home and I can do it anytime and RARRRR SOUNDS GOOD LETS TYPE LIKE A DEMON WITH MY LAPTOP WOO

It's crazy.

I'm excited.

I don't know if I can keep up this excitement all the way until next year.

I have an assignment due Sunday which I am going to burn out hardcore Saturday (tis too late now today to do anything on it. maybe i will stare at the ADTs for a while, the ones that Peter Griffins provided) and then Monday morning compose part of my passage to show Eve and then when I come home Monday arvo MUST COMPLETE another assignment for 210 and then if I do not manage to finish it, full tilt on Tuesday, total burnout, cause it's due Wednesday but I AM WORKING ON WEDNESDAY



You know

I am not a very nice person

But

I guess

That's who I am :( Would you rather I had said nothing at all?

HRmn.


HRM.

Do you remember in Memento where the main dude changes his memories by writing false shit and erasing stuff and all that crap?

You know...I can go backwards in my blog and make stuff up.

How do you know I haven't already?

Censorship censorship freedom vs equality vs oh man, the moral ambiguity it's insane

Hey Louise, nice to meet you.

There was bizarre medieval dancing.

I saw Lip.

Alex is one cool girl :) I probably should go find out where Kobe is.

Wow. I just searched typist at SJS and there's a couple of jobs up. I cannot think of anything damn easier than typing.

Oh man. I gotta go to SJS tomorrow.

Let's assume after tax, I get $12 an hour.

Let's say I find a job that's 8 hours a day (9 - 5), and I work five days a week, for the two months of the year-end holiday.

That only comes out to 12 * 8 * 5 * 8, which is $3840, only a third of the estimated cost.

If I work every day for three months, that's $8064 which sounds better...but...every day? And I'm not sure how long I have to whip up all this money.

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Knowing this, I still applied today anyway.

I must be going crazy.

I woke up today with a sore right hand, which is totally my own fault.

I have decided (in a rather large and mildly hasty (does that make sense?) decision) to apply for residence at O'Rorke Hall for next year.

Yeah, it's going to cost $10,000, just about.

That's all I have to my name...well actually, there is another $10,000 term deposit that matures on the 12th of October, but it's really my dad's money.

Money's made to be spent, right?

Hopefully I can get student allowance again next year, and subsidise part of that ten grand.

It means I'll need to get a reaaaaally large job in the holidays as well. Probably not at the Rec Centre cause I wouldn't be able to juggle two jobs. Maybe.

I've had enough of it, frankly.

I was going to print this off and stick it to my wall, but then I remembered that self censorship is apparently a virtue.

Aha! get it? How witty and ironic.

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Let's have some word definitions, because who knows, you might be retarded.

like¹ (lk) Pronunciation Key
v. liked, lik·ing, likes
v. tr.

1. To find pleasant or attractive; enjoy.
2. To want to have: would like some coffee.
3. To feel about; regard: How do you like her nerve!
4. Archaic. To be pleasing to.

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hate  /heɪt/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[heyt] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation verb, hat‧ed, hat‧ing, noun
–verb (used with object)

1.	to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest: to hate the enemy; to hate bigotry.

2.	to be unwilling; dislike: I hate to do it.

–verb (used without object)

3.	to feel intense dislike, or extreme aversion or hostility.

–noun

4.	intense dislike; extreme aversion or hostility.

5.	the object of extreme aversion or hostility.

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don't (dnt) Pronunciation Key

1. Contraction of do not.
2. Nonstandard. Contraction of does not.

n.

A statement of what should not be done: a list of the dos and don'ts.

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As you can see, do not + To find pleasant or attractive; enjoy. != to dislike intensely or passionately; feel extreme aversion for or extreme hostility toward; detest: to hate the enemy; to hate bigotry

Unfortunately, one cannot assume that they are communicating with someone with skills above that of a barnyard animal.

Y'know, why should I have to move out, actually? I'm pretty sure you're way your welcome date. Don't be so self-important; you're not even on the top of the list of reasons why I would want (not actually) move out.

All over the world, there are people I don't like. Conversely, all over the world, there are most definitely people who either do not or will not like me. That's okay for me... But apparently not to a Nazi, hey? OH SHIT, DOESNT LIKE ME OH DAMMIT OH NO OH NO; three words - TOUGH FUCKING TITTIES.

Just because I don't like someone doesn't automatically mean I'm going to cut their pillows into little shreds or spit in their eye, because frankly I'm not quite that bored yet. Unfortunately, someone is like, an affection Nazi, so, hmm. "Oh you don't like me, so I'm not going to blahblabhablhablahbablabahbalhexhaustivelist"

Do you think World Vision sponsors really like their sponsor kid in fucking Afghanistan or whatever? They don't wake up every day and think of poor Ahmed starving or whatever bullshit. No. No, they do not. They don't like the kid. But they're not about to go out there to kick him in the face and grind his hair through a windmill. Do you like that guy on the bus who dropped his books but you picked some of them up for him?

I'd hate to be a patient of a retarded doctor.

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I hope for the next ten years, every time you need to take a shit in a public toilet, you're always left with the dingiest, most downbeaten and hideously revolting cubicle to contend with. Oh, and also someone accidentally spills coffee on your head. How could I also forget the one where you're trying to cross the road, but you're too stupid so you get stuck in the middle and cars beep at you, and you get really stressed out and piss your pants and have to do a presentation in the next five minutes and you can't dry your pants in time so you buy some new pants but then you still smell like stale urine anyway and you get a D- on the basis that someone doing a presentation of hygiene should be subject to personal hygiene too.

Oh yeah, and um, you want that last beautiful mango and chicken sandwich, but the lady refuses to sell it to you, because she says you look like an ass.

And, uh, you get on the bus and try to produce a bus fare, but you're 10c short and the driver tells you vehemently to "GTFO".

Um, a bird will also shit on your glasses and it will splatter into your mouth and you will taste it for the rest of the week, which will ruin your birthday meal.

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Thanks Thomas for the ride home, saved me 30+ mins.

When you were here before

Couldn't look you in the eye

You're just like an angel

Your skin makes me cry

You float like a feather

In a beautiful world

I wish I was special

You're so fucking special



But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here



I don't care if it hurts

I want to have control

I want a perfect body

I want a perfect soul

I want you to notice when I'm not around

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special



But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell I'm doing here?

I don't belong here



She's running out again

She's running out

She runs runs runs



Whatever makes you happy

Whatever you want

You're so fucking special

I wish I was special



But I'm a creep

I'm a weirdo

What the hell am I doing here?

I don't belong here

I don't belong here

I find that increasingly every day, I come to this website only to do absolutely nothing meaningful or relevant.

I hate it all. Yes, just like Matty B. Hating on the bus. oh. thats legend. mysogenic woot i probably didnt spell it right but do i care no

"do i care no"

Apathy is the new Blakomen lol

well, not new. unfazed. or maybe im so fazed that it turned into a big ball of fazing and im fazing all over the floor unbeknownst to me. Particulate. Serendipity.

It's only week 2/6, and I already can't wait to leave.

Can't wait for University to be over.

Internet sucks as usual, dyingdyingdyingdying onoffonoff which is a sharp throbbing pain when you are trying to play FFXI. no sonny, it is not a sign from God. it is a sign that NZ broadband sucks.

I'm staring at a little warning at the bottom of the screen; "Could not connect to Blogger.com. Saving and publishing may fail. Test connection now."

ok

lets test biztnichs.

nope

not working

i wish i was a robot. then when i got sick of it all, i could just hit a switch


FUCK CONNECT ALREADY

urgh

i hate technology. someone run away into the woods with me. lets go wild with trees or something


the organic internet; the supermarket

Dennis is growing up, I'm growing backwards, like the weeds in your garden. Why wont they just piss off?

CONNECT SO I CAN CLICK THE BIG ORANGE BUTTON

.,.,im going to come back later.

I think Lan is on vacation. I need my moral voice back.

Dude, I saved you from drugs.

Ah, yeah, fair enough, but that's no excuse to leave....

If you're gonna be apathetic, so am I.

(hi marc)

...

Poignant.

But Lan, it's apparently a really easily dissolved organic compound or whatever, and is not inherently biologically addictive like nicotine!

That's not an excuse to break a drug-free streak.

That's not true. I must have had panadol sometime this year

Oh fuck. Shit, lets get wild. Bring in the LSD and ganja and coke and heroin, we'll fuck it all up in one big nebula of chemicals

Lan. You're not funny. And also, stop swearing.

Sorry.

And stop peeing on the digital carpet.

Well, if you'd let me out of the house...

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Someone graft sensory triggers please. So I can turn off my sense of smell when large Albanian women fresh out of aerobics 101 walk on by. I guess I already have it with sight; just take my glasses off. Not very safe when crossing streets.

It's been 13 minutes.

WORK ALREADY INTERNET


....


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are those baguettes.

off. switch.

9.24.

9.32 ON BUTTON

Lol I was given a photo of myself for screwing up the bit I practiced the most today.

What?! you ask.

lol yeah :o creepy

wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
Wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
What's left of me
What's left of me now


I watch you fast asleep,
All I fear means nothing


In you and I there's a new land,
Angels in flight
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
What's left of me
What's left of me

snwod dna spu ynam os
My heart's a battleground
snoitome owt deen I
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
snoitome owt need I

You show me how to see,
That nothing is whole and nothing is broken,


In you and I there's a new land
Angels in flight
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
My sanctuary, my sanctuary, yeah
Where fears and lies melt away
Music will tie
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I
What's left of me
What's left of me now
My fears, my lies
Melt away...
wonk uoy naht niotceffa erom deen I

Showtime. Time to play like a demon.

kittenwar.com

:D

my fave is pepper http://kittenwar.com/kittens/94246/

and the ugliest is http://kittenwar.com/kittens/63043/ (is it EVEN a kitten :\ )

I want to move into city next year. Maybe I find a job and save up or something.

Anyone interested in sharing a flat? I'm lazy and I have shit living habits, but it'd be cheaper if we split rent/expenses :P

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Why, you ask?

1) Convenience; saving 2hrs a day and not having to wake up so early.
2) I don't like Richard.
3) Experience?? maybe

;_: so. ex.pens.ive. blahblahblahflat blah blah flat Cb b ##b#


Knowing me though, I'll end up saying" oh meh" and just not do anything. Indifference ftw

Here are some sick horrible jokes.

Steve Irwin walked into a barb...

too soon?

How do you get four homosexuals on a barstool?
Turn it upside down.

What is the opposite of Christopher Reeve?
Christopher Walken.

What's black and sits at the top of the stairs?
Superman after a house fire.

Why did the black man cross the road?
Because I told him to.

What do you say when you see your TV floating around in the darkness?
Drop it nigger!


How do you get a bunch of niggers to stop raping a woman?
Throw a basketball at them.

How do you blindfold a Chinaman?
Dental Floss

• How many emos does it take to change a light bulb?
• None, they just sit in the dark and cry.

• How do you get an emo out of a tree?
• cut the rope

lol that one is tricky

• Two emos jumped off a cliff, which one lands first?
• Why the fuck would I care?

• Whats green and goes red at the touch of a button?

A frog in a blender

What goes Tick Cross Cross Cross Cross Cross Cross Cross tick tick Cross Cross Cross...
The Attendance Register at Columbine High


What's the difference between Muslims and Smarties?
Smarties don't blow up in the tube.

www.sickipedia.org

The world around you spins like a frenzied tornado.

Not you, however. Calm like a bomb.

You know that feeling? busybusybusybusybusybusybusy but not you; it's like in those music videos where everyone else moves at normal speed but you're walkin ultra slow.

What does this have to do with anything?

we don't know

That's too bad, then.

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I'm flattered, really, but anything past thirty is just downright creepy.

IPOD SHUFFLE II, I would like one. But. They are like $150 :(

thats like one week of student allowance >.>

should i get one?

HSOULD I?!

maybe.

maaayyybeee

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lol weird al

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man! Steve is leaving HRC too lol maybe it's like, my turn! wootpie

Violas are actually a really nice instrument, it's a pity that we can't quite capture that brooding dark totally emo tone @ Academy.

Academy, Academy...concert this sunday, I'm playing in the cello dbl. concerto :( :(

Even though I've played it before and all that junk, it's just...gah I never sound like I wanna sound like. Whether it's on the Cello or irl or speaking or whatever..

The gap between whaty ou think and what is, the psycho-distance

YAY

insane ramblings

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I forgot to ask important questions, but I'm glad I said no.

R-OH + NaNO₂ + H₂SO₄ ==> R-ONO + NaHSO₄ + H₂O

m'kayyyyy

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harp is also a very delicious instrument. in fact... im really annoyed that the APO or whatever didnt pick my piece to be played :( :( backin 7th form (wow that's 2 years ago)

man,

my old headphones lasted quite a while didn't they ;_; i remember when they were relatively new raymond had a pair that were similar. that must have been like 5th form

thats like. 5 years.

five years...

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IPOD NEXT GEN (or techincally 5.5) and mini/shuffle II.

i want a shuffle II, it sounds like it'll be great - i think i already have toooo much music to fit my ipod now (approaching max capacity) so i think the shuffle will be good, i'll still get the effect of "random music" if you know whati mean. like i like all my music so i dont wanna like cart around one cd, 1gb is ok for me

just dont wanna lose it, the shuffle + my curent earclippy headphones roxx

man

why wont they invent wireless headphones already :(

if i get a ipod shuffleII, hmm. hmmmmmmmoney down the drain :s and they're small and i might lose them etcetcetc

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Next week.

Wow. I never thought I'd have this problem in the non-standard direction.

Interesting...

;_; or downright embarrassing.

I guess I need to practice? o_O

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Annoying singaporean in my last tutorial.

you knwo those people who just talk a lot and parrot so it looks like they know what they're talkin about?

yeah

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Now listening to Tchaikovsky's Piano Concerto No. 2.

Broke out my new headphones today; I dunno it seems the bass response on these is nowhere near as good as my old blue-neons, but the retractable cord is v. cool. The earpiece holder thingy is also slightly strange and I need to get used to it.

Why do birds
Suddenly appear?
Everytime you are near
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Why do stars
Fall down from the sky?
Everytime you walk by
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

On the day that you were born
The angels got together and decided
To create a dream come true
So they sprinkled moondust in your hair
Of gold and starlight in your eyes of blue

That is why all the girls in town
Follow you all around
Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Just like me
They long to be
Close to you

Helena.....

Anti-Helena....

Where's the anti-me?

Me! I'm the anti-you!

Psh, as if, Lan - you're way too righteous and holier-than-thou.

Well...maybe...

Yeah, and you know it!

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MirrorMask OST SO GOOD. like spanish+jazz fusion mmm mmmmmmm

Day 19: Adolescent chocobo.



Though the tips look kind of gray, I had a look at the model files for the young-black and young-blue chocobos, and can defnitely say mine is going to grow up to be a boring yellow one. lol

Raced it against a young-black that some NPCs were raising, totally caned it :D

That Vadim guy who was running/ran/did he get it? for AUSA presidency, though he has idealistic visions and Russian good looks, has one bad trait:

caught him smoking outside HSB OH BURN

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Is the secret to life balance?

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Crackers are apparently 1/4 fat. But they taste so good with yoghurt.

Imagine having a staring contest with a bus driver.

Now imagine the bus driver is rude and ugly as fuck.

Shivers down your spine yet? No? Check your pulse.

Got told off this morning for, of all things, not flagging the bus. There were three of us at the bus stop (surprisingly the other two were also people I knew, Kurt and Ena). If this dude was so irritated about nobody flagging him down, why didn't he just drive off?

So he could have the perverse pleasure of staring at me, giving me the strange initial impression that he had never seen a multi-ride bus pass before?

I proceeded to draw a highly stylized comic of him driving a bus, and the bus being destroyed by a rocket of some description. Yes, it was highly therapeautic

dude man wtf go back to low art

Maybe.

BUT SERIOUSLY METAL WOLF CHAOS LOL; THE US IS UNDER ATTACK

PLZ US PRESIDENT MICHEAL, PILOT A GIANT METAL ROBOT AND DEFEAT THE VICE PRESIDENT, RICHARD!!!

ITS TIME TO PARTY!!!!!!

First the Maori Queen, then the Tongan King?

England hold on to your princes!

Saw II. Pretty much like Saw I. Started a bit poo. But got better. Best scene is the needle pit. You'll have to watch to find out.

Mirrormask...STUNNING. I think sonny would like this. nice music some stunning visuals

main character did stunning j ob she did.

Ma ybe. He probalby already s een it mr so n ny.

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lol on www.imdb .com theres a whole bunch of idiots ar guing on the messageboard for Eric Knudsen (the "kid" from Saw II) say ing they're his past girlfriends. bahahah!

Day 17 for my chocobo: I can tell its eventual colour in two days.

Today it was sick though ;_; it looks soooo sadddddd its head is tilted to the side and it looks down ;_; ;_;

I'm sure this is like, a breach of ethics or whatever, but there is a student at University with the name Arshdeep. His upi is like, asinXXX. Lol.

Oh yeah I forgot to do this yesterday:

==DISCLAIMER==

It has come to my attention that people are assuming that because I complained about the AA Guy, I failed my restricted. The intention of that post was purely to antagonise the bastard, nothing more. I apologize if you have been mislead in any way, like a lot of you have ;_; I didn't do it deliberately ;_;

okbye

:D Thanks guys for the dinner + after!!

Great presents, man, Raymond, bring your mum to the computer so she can read this

THANKS!!! :D :D That must have taken ages to make :o

THANKS GUYS for the totally awesome hat lol I knew I was gonna get one :P an incentive to keep my hair short

THANKS GUYS for Cranium Zigity lol deceptively simple, but so much intrigue and strategy!!

Thai Family Restaurant or whatever was really good- high level of service, random gold cutlery (lol) and nice curry yum yum kk

thx guys everyone who came (helen sonny cheryl kat william dennis raymond) ^_^

holy crap we're all emo kids | a magnolia and an elixir | evisceration | where did we go right? | paralysis | five generals | kadaj | synthesiser | contemplate | hey, do you remember that time, years ago... | change | or lack thereof | unbearable lightness of being | importance | is it? | questions | half-answers | ambiguous | trandescending | piano | liberate | don't you think sometimes I have to act more normal to make up for your weirdness? | jody | the unbreakable ties of togetherness | barrier of the soul | dimensional death | spacing | blinks | stream of consciousness | cheese and crackers | metallic objects | twist and turn | monetary value

!! thanks for the present Kim! SO KYUTE

It has to be asked; what the hell is 21:00 PM?

Die, bad advertising...

Utada: sanctuary (win)

15 minutes.

I'mma set my phone on silent cause I know it's gonna wake me otherwise...

ARGH.

The AA Guy is such a dick.

Well, he probably just had a bad day.

My driving instructor dude was so much better. This dude was a right bastard ><

"driving too slow driving too slow you just indicated to go into mcdonalds you need to watch more driving too slow driving too slow"

Would you rather I speed, you bish :( From now on I'm going to have this weird mental disorder where I always add 10 to whatever number I read on road signs. Huh? What do you mean this is a 50 k road, I just saw 60.

Confusing things during the stupid test:

He had me pull over. I thought we were gonna do a 3pt. turn or some shit but no, instead he says "when it's safe, continue".

Um. Right.

Second time he had me pull over, and instead of saying "move in closer", he berated me and said "I TOLD U TO PULL OVER WHY ARE YOU IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD" and then he proceeded to combine like 50 skills by saying "reverse round this corner and into that red driveway". -_-

Fucking AA driving instructor urgh stupid dick gah

Lol also while we were driving his stupid mirror thing fell off lol I guess that's where the massive crack in it came from.

STUPID AA ARGH HATE YOU

But Henry, surely it is too early for Coke?

You are well mistaken, my friend! Any time is a good time for Coke.

Driving test tomorrow morning.

Muse rocks.

Birds flying high
You know how I feel
Sun in the sky
You know how I feel
Reeds drifting on by
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me..
And I'm feeling good

Fish in the sea
You know how I feel
River running free
You know how I feel
Blossom in the trees
You know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me...
And I'm feeling good

Dragonfly out in the sun
You know what I mean, don't you know
Butterflies all having fun
You know what I mean
Sleep in peace
When, ah, this day is done
And this old world
Is a new world
And a bold world
For me...

Stars when you shine
You know how I feel
Scent of the pine
You know how I feel
Oh, freedom is mine
And you know how I feel
It's a new dawn
It's a new day
It's a new life
For me...

yeah, ooh
Oh, ooh...

Oooh, ooh..free, Freer than you...
Oooh, oooh
Feeling good

AAAH SO MUCH GREAT NEW MUSIC THX SONNY

gladiator = gold

that music video is funny lol

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