Tuesday, October 31, 2006

http://www.thisislondon.com/showbiz/articles/23314852?source=PA

lol.



If lies were cats you'd be a litter
I don't regularly had nightmares, but I had one last night.

Guess who was in it.

Monday, October 30, 2006

http://www.japanprobe.com/?p=430

FUJAMA.

Sunday, October 29, 2006

Outside, it's raining gently.

Inside, I feel much the same.

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As the days go by I get angrier and angrier, somewhere in the unfathomable depths of the irrational. If you don't want to talk to me; sure. Don't expect me to joyously respond to your request for a reply.

The future sucks.

The rain just started to tear the sky open.

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The worst feeling in the world is having to rely on something which you absolutely loathe.

I think I've found the birthplace of emo.

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I hate you. You think you're so great. I'd like to fucking tear you down.

Saturday, October 28, 2006

What's the deal with my brain?
Why am I so obviously insane?
In a perfect situation
I let love down the drain.
There's the pitch, slow and straight.
All I have to do is swing
and I'm the hero, but I'm the zero.

Hungry nights, once again
Now it's getting unbelievable.
'Cause I could not have it better,
But I just can't get no break
From the girls, all around
As they search the night for someone to hold onto.
I just pass through...

Get your hands off the girl,
Can't you see that she belongs to me?
And I don't appreciate this excess company.
Though I can't satisfy all the needs she has
And so she starts to wander...
Can you blame her?

Tell me there's a logic out there.
Leading me to better prepare
For the day that something really special might come.
Tell me there's some hope for me.
I don't wanna be lonely
For the rest of my days on the earth.


Okay, alright. so this song isn't 100% accurate if you want to apply it to me. but. :D its still a wicked song

Friday, October 27, 2006

Cheesecake is so good. Oh. Oh yeah.

hey kat plz tell me what your bank account n0 is so i can pay you back the 9 bucks thx

band practice today, not bad, i keep forgetting how the parts go cause too long between practices lol

apparently we are changing our name so ok lol

wry smile in my direction

Thursday, October 26, 2006

Nervous Wreck by 48 May is a great song! Too bad I can't D/l it off eMule >.>

And has anyone seen the video for Moby's "New York, New York"?

One word: LOL
mdor0kb : DtDZfwu9bih : iu5od7n1

^_^

Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Weezer - Perfect Situation (yay!)

lol also saw the Paris Hilton video for that song "nothing in this world"

both videos are like the nice-guy underdogs winning lol yay

she has a really ugly nose.
So that was the teaser;

this is now.
http://www.asciimation.co.nz/#

Monday, October 23, 2006

*sigh*

Well. There is nothing to do but wait.

Unfortunately, he is too busy tomorrow to sign papers (as is legally required), so we can't do anything about enrolment to Macleans.

hold on

I have something intelligent to say on this subject

.

.

.

You disgust me. How are you too busy? I do not understand.

I don't understand the world.

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Lie with me, and just forget the world

Sunday, October 22, 2006

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK. If I could, I'd disown 50% of the DNA in me. FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.
FUCK
FUCK

FUCK
FUCK

CUNT SHIT FUCK CRAP FUCK FUCK CUNT FUCK ARGH FUCK SHIT FUCKING ENORMOUS RAPE FUCK SHIT FUCK NAZI HITLER FUCK NORTH KOREA MURDER FUCK DYING ANIMALS DEAD BABY JOKES FUCK SHIT FUCK CUNT FUCK BITCH FUCK BASTARD FUCK SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ASSHOLE EUCALPYTUS FACE FUCK CUNT SHIT FUCK FUCK SHIT ARGH FUCK BEING SHAT ON BY A GIANT BIRD FUCK CUNT FUCK REALLY SMELLY OLD MINGE FUCK CRAP FUCK SHIT FUCK ARGH FUCK FUCK SHIT CUNT BITCH FUCK PRICK NEEDLE DICK COCKFACE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


FUCK.

My world is crumbling.

But at least I got my assignment in on time.
FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK. If I could, I'd disown 50% of the DNA in me. FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.

FUCK.
FUCK
FUCK

FUCK
FUCK

CUNT SHIT FUCK CRAP FUCK FUCK CUNT FUCK ARGH FUCK SHIT FUCKING ENORMOUS RAPE FUCK SHIT FUCK NAZI HITLER FUCK NORTH KOREA MURDER FUCK DYING ANIMALS DEAD BABY JOKES FUCK SHIT FUCK CUNT FUCK BITCH FUCK BASTARD FUCK SHIT FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK ASSHOLE EUCALPYTUS FACE FUCK CUNT SHIT FUCK FUCK SHIT ARGH FUCK BEING SHAT ON BY A GIANT BIRD FUCK CUNT FUCK REALLY SMELLY OLD MINGE FUCK CRAP FUCK SHIT FUCK ARGH FUCK FUCK SHIT CUNT BITCH FUCK PRICK NEEDLE DICK COCKFACE FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK


FUCK.

My world is crumbling.

But at least I got my assignment in on time.

Friday, October 20, 2006

Thursday, October 19, 2006

Don't you just love it when you remember assignment dates wrong in the good way? (earlier)

So like, I thought I had 220 due tomorrow, along with orchestration and composition, but apparently, it was actually originally due on saturday and NOW it's extended to sunday! yay! so I can focus tonight on my composition, and then do my 220 (finish it, actually, cause i did quite a bit today) on saturday!

woot

one

day
left

one

ONE

oh

the end of the year

woot

oh yeah

it's the beginning of the end

i

if eel it

the cosmos

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I actually got SPAM in my EC Webmail :( what the balls is that about

Wednesday, October 18, 2006

:( Made a mistake driving today



xxx|...|xx
xxx|..O|xx
===+...|xx
..||...|xx
.......|xx
.......|xx
===+...|xx
xxx|O..|xx
xxx|...|xx
xxx|...|xx

O = Me, in chariot
O = Two white guys in wifebeaters in a SUV

So I wanted to turn left. They wanted to turn right.

I went first. :( I even thought about it and decided I had right of way even, which makes it even dumber, like calculated stupidity lol

I was rewarded with the horn and fingers. I started to get angry but then realised I had just screwed up so felt really sorry lol but I can't very well stop

so

you just let it go

and don't fuck up again

(as if lol, I'm gonna screw up again, I know it :D )
So I was going to post yesterday but the internet crapped out lolz

Titus Andronicus. Dramatique. Started out a bit slow, but got really intense (even though yeah, I know, they used red ribbons for blood, etc. suspension of disbelief was pretty good.)

K.

Monday, October 16, 2006

Alright. So the current system isn't working.

"oh just cap it when you need to use it" is a fucking sham. Come use my computer. Try to check your email. See what I mean. We have broadband. This is not technology of the future, guys. This is something they offer at airports. Do you know what else they offer at airports? Free tea and coffee.

The internet state can now no longer be blamed on slingshot or Telecom, because I am the ever keen observer and:

1) Slingshot's network status is green (no problems)
2) I can see you browsing.

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So, since it isn't working, what can we do to fix it?

I can't very well buy my own ADSL. We only have one phone line.

I cannot very well destroy Richard's computer. That's dumb. And plus, there might be the miniscule chance it's not his fault (but it probably is)

So. What shall we do?

it is, at this stage, either:

1) Sit here, and wait five minutes for hotmail to time out, and then try again.
2) Hire a hitman (not logical, and the costliest option) (seriously guys, don't look at me like that, it's a joke)
3) Get some other internet.

Now; they don't do woosh here in East Auckland. Oh, no.

SO IM PROBABLYU GONNA GET THAT UFCKING BULLSHIT VODEM SHIT FUCK Do i really want to pay $60 bucks a month or some ridiculous number just so that I can go online at an acceptable speed? I SWEAR 56k was faster.

*sigh*

We shall have to retire and consider this matter a touch further.

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Point of no return, I paid the deposit and signed the contract today. I'll be in Grafton next year.

Not that you care.

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The start of Michael Jackson's "History" has like...some bit of Ravel's orchestration of Pictures at an Exhibition, I believe.

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2 more assignments...

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My sister is coming to NZ! Or is she? Maybe if I put it online, it'll concrete and cement like solidarity.

That didn't make sense.

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Almost 9pm? where did my day go? Hmph.

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blah blah emo dark blah blah blah

Keep your chin up, summer's on its way.

Saturday, October 14, 2006

Went to see the portriature photos today.

They are alright. You will see them in the house.

I am going to replace my tagboard.

I realised while looking at the photos that:

1) my glasses never sit square on my face >.>
2) i smile lopsidedly. like i have a brain disease.

lol :*(

HOW DID IT GO RAYMOND?!~ I CLAPPED FOR YOU IN MY MIND

k

[Darth Vegas. TOTALLY AWESOME. go d/l some now and xpnd ur muzikl horizn]